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Accepting flaws.

Today on the way to the office, I have seen aged woman, and her body was uncomfortable to look at, she had Vitiligo, and her skin was in discoloration and full of white and dark patches, I have seen people with this disease but never thought of them, but now, my mind questioned, how it would have been when she got to know that she cannot look normal like others, her skin, her appearance will always look like this, it may be uncomfortable to her too whenever she looks up on herself and on the mirror, it would be a huge mental trauma she would have gone through with herself, she can’t complain, blame anyone for this, she would have cried many nights with this thought that she doesn’t look like others, she look different, she would have thought that she doesn’t belong to her, like my thought may be limited but hers, being in her place it is very difficult to accept, but she is being, even I saw her husband was with her, he was fine and I feel like they both are fine with that disease, but...

stop.. heart speaks...

I was under so much pressure today afternoon, I was stressed, my chest was aching from the inside because of the worries I have, and my hands and legs were shaking with fear, I cried it out, I cried it out but the stress did not get out of me... I had a talk with my friend in this whole way.... then it was time for my Namaz I prayed and bowed my head to the creator of this problem and asked for the help as he have solution with him... and in way back to my office from lunch break where I did not have my food, I was checking my Instagram and replying to the people who replied on my comment, on my way there is bus stop I need to cross and go to office I don’t know how my looks took up from mobile and saw a women siting cross legs on the bench and she was shedding her tears talking on mobile, I on spot stood still, my mind said I need to go to office as I was already late and I got a call from my manager, but my heart did not allowed me, I sat beside her, held her shoulder, said that its ...