Hello_bil_afkar

Controlling emotions are damn so hard, When my heart is screaming with pain and hate towards the my loved one, When I see that i am being treated with inequality compared with my own people, When my soul says to leave the threads of relationships which i am born with, When I am lesser than any other in my own family, When shaitan whispers to hate and break in depression and relations, It becomes hardest to hold onto my faith of being in Islam and living for Allah swt is the hardest. I cry only in front of him deep in heart, I ask begging only to him to make better than happening, Realizing that he knows more than i do, comforts my pain, When i know he has more than my knowledge is the way towards soothing soul. When i trust the one rule, Allah is the master of everything, one rule that is living a life in Islam is better than anything in world, one rule that my reward for patience is unpredictable from him is helping me to ease. But still I am a human who holds ...