The unsaid words... MATTER!!!

The unsaid words.... MATTER!!!

we all have so many things hiding inside our hearts, some are easy that we can forget or leave unspoken but some eat us from inside.

we need to share them with someone, we need to let them come out of our hearts towards the one who can listen to us, understand us, pamper us, suggest us, help us to heal, and encourage us to speak up about them to the responsible person.

we constantly think about the things which are inside our minds, repeatedly hurting our peace and easy days. we know that we need to ask, argue, question, and speak about them, but still, we hold them inside whatever the reason may be, for fear or worry of getting the bonds worst. 

we hold them tight to our emotions acting normally toward people but it is like a tight rough rope pulling you towards that inside thought to make them out, but you control yourself even how much pain you feel to hold them inside. you want another person to speak out about the, share them with you, and confess them so that you can ask, and understand their steps for the consequences, you wait, wait, and wait until your mental pain reacts to your behavior and sometimes it affects your physical health too.

your patience reaches the level of busting out asking, crying, quarreling, and damaging all the threads tied to you beautifully.  you start to react in a different way, which you are not, and you still hold the patience and hurt yourself and everyone instead of speaking about the concerned thing which is hurting you are like, you want to talk about it but not ready to say it out, waiting for the correct time, spoiling everything inside and outside you, like a fungus, spreads and spoils. 

I know you have no one to share, ask and discuss but I felt like this multiple times, felt I could have someone beside me, asking me whether I am OK, whether I need space to speak, or observing my pattern of behavior. I felt I could have a such friend in my life with whom I could share each and every pain and who could have an answer for all my questions, who can always hold me when I break and support me when I am gathering myself.

I wish there could be something
where I could hire a genuine friend, no expectations from them towards me, no expectations from me to them, a pure support and pure soul that always wish for my wellness and growth.

but, in this fake world, we can never have a person with this character, instead, we need to stand up for ourselves, no friend will be there for us, and no one will be helping us in our worst.

it's you who is suffering, who knows the pain and gain, break and bonds.

it's you who need to speak up, which can make you easy,

you can not hold yourself till they speak up because they will never speak about that,

you need to think, prepare yourself, and your phases to ask, time is always wrong and never right to speak but when u stand up for yourself, it's you who can make the time wrong into right irrespective of any loss, no loss is more than losing yourself for anything.

you are worth more than any bond, or relationship in this world.

Your mental peace matters. all the unsaid words matter to be spoken up.

never think that the other person will come and say them, and never expect that asking, or questioning will break the bonds, if the threads of your relationship are mutually braided with trust, understanding, and love they will never break or get damaged, your words will always make the bonds stronger.

you are not questioning or standing against them, you are making yourself stand for yourself and for relations, your trust, affection, and concern you have towards them. 

they have to understand you, your pain, and your anger. they have to answer you and explain the reason. you have to let your heart out, u have to express everything that you are experiencing and going through.

if you don't give chance and leave without a word it's you who lost without the truth unveiled. even after taking a chance and the other ignores or not responded as they should then it there lose if u leave and you have to leave after giving 3 chances, from my thoughts, why 3 chances, because a person can do the same mistake twice but if they do it again it's not a mistake it is a willful action. 

keep your unsaid words as they matter as much as the sun matters to our earth. they let you grow and live and have life.